I always wanted to entertain. When I was six, a scrawny, scrawny kid, I’d get in my red speedo and do muscle moves. I actually thought I was muscular. I didn’t know everyone was laughing at me.
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69645) I love my parents, but I want to live on my own so that I don’t have to hide my various ways of self destruction anymore. I want to be able to smoke in my window. I want to be able to purge any time I want. I wish I could have cold beer in the fridge. I wish I didn’t have to eat when I’m trying to avoid food. I wish I didn’t have to keep my voice down when I’m crying. I want to be able to do something instead of sitting on my bed in the dark when I can’t sleep at night. I hate lying 24/7.
(Source: confessionsabouteatingdisorders, via aprilhimmel96)